Katharine McPhee - Terrified ft. Zachary Levi

I love music. No, I am not musical in any way, shape, or form. I cannot sing at all nor do I play an instrument.  When I say I love music, I mean listening to it.  Josh and I love to quiz each other on singers and song titles. We love listening to music together and finding music that somehow has meaning to us in some way. We love all types of music and we especially love selecting music for home videos.  We are always looking for songs and making movies and slideshows in our heads....more often than not they stay in our heads and never make it to imovie but we still look and listen and create.

My latest favorite song was discovered by Josh, emailed to me while I was in Kentucky, and I can't even think back to when I liked a song as much as I like this one.  I seriously could put it on repeat and let it play again and again. Okay so I've done that at least a handful of times. I love everything about it.  And seriously, who knew Chuck could sing.  And I mean wow- he is good.  like really good. So, take a listen.  I'm telling you, you're gonna love it.

Dreaming of the big leagues.

It all started when Coleman asked Coach Ryan if he had a jersey for him.  From the moment Coleman had that White Sox jersey in his possession, he became a member of Justin's team.  In his little mind that is. He often made comments like, I'm not 4 any more, I'm 11 and do you need me to go into the game coach? I'm ready. I loved watching him.  He would sit in the dug-out with the big kids and eat their pizza.

The kids on Justin's team were amazingly nice to him.  They talked to him and encouraged him and kept his little dreams alive. He became the bat-boy for the last few games and he took his responsibility so seriously.  When the games were over, Coach Ryan would take Coleman onto the field and let him hit a few pitches and run the bases.  You could see Coleman's eyes come alive with excitement. He was living his dream.  And then at the end of year team party, Coach Ryan had Coleman come up and he praised Coleman for his great confidence and determination.  It was the icing on the cake.

june 2010

                          

Road Trip.

So this past weekend I took a much needed leave of absence from Bowling Green, Kentucky and set out for Marietta, GA to visit my in-laws. I say in-laws so you will technically know with whom I am talking about, but I am thankful they don't treat me like an in-law.  They welcome me and love me and accept me just like one of their own, and that sure feels good.  It is just over a 4 hour drive from my hotel to their home.  I arrived Friday afternoon and settled right in visiting with my mil Beki.  Soon Jill (sil) arrived with her boys and she and I enjoyed catching up and talking about work and school and kids. Saturday was filled with breakfast out with Jason, Hannah (Jason's wife), and Kevin.  Yum man I love good food. Visiting with Kevin about college and careers.  Watching TV and just enjoying the down time. Then it was off for a girl's lunch out with Hannah and Beki. Beki treated us to a little place called the Roswell Tea House that was quite tasty - I dined on a grilled tomato wrap that was filled with grilled chicken, spinach, grilled onions and peppers and mozzarella cheese, with a side of fresh pineapple and tomato basil soup. Oh and we shared a dessert sampler. You know I was happy.  That afternoon Kimi (sil) arrived with her daughter Taylor and we were off for pedicures.  I loved this girl time. With no sisters of my own, all I know about sister relationships comes from my relationships with all of my sil's and I sure enjoy each one of them.  Then it was home for pizza, a movie, and late night chatting. Sunday brought church and a visit with my childhood (since Kindergarten!!) friend Stephanie and then a night time drive back to this temporary home of mine here in Kentucky.  It was such a wonderful trip and I loved getting the chance to reconnect with my family and friends.  Thanks everyone!!  I miss you already.

motto.

To counter the heart-ache of being away from my family I've been noting some perks about being in Kentucky. You know like the fact that my hotel room cleans itself and I get uninterrupted sleep. The best perk though is the food.  Not gonna lie.  I admit I live to eat.   Eating with those I love is the best, but eating with new friends is fun and eating in your hotel room alone...well there could be lots worse....  So, I am thrilled with some of my food options here.  Namely Panera Bread and Chick-fil-A. There are other great places too, but these places speak to me. I don't have them at home and they are deliciousness. Just thinking about them makes me smile.

snapped with my trusty iphone at chick-fil-a

Conversations with Coleman.

I treasure getting to talk with the kids on the phone while I am away from them.  Here was my conversation with Coleman after work today on my way back to my hotel.....


What are you doing?
I'm getting a cheeseburger.
In Tintucky or at home?
In Kentucky.  Its not time for me to come home yet. I'm still working in Kentucky.
No, not work. Are you getting your cheeseburger in Tintucky or here.
Kentucky.
Oh.

I want to come see your hotel.
Its a really long ways away.
I know.  I could fly with dad.
But then its a long drive home.
I know. But I would be good.
You are a good boy.
a pause.
Mom, leave your door open in case I come.
How about you give a special knock when you come.  I don't want any strangers to come into my room.
Well, you could leave you door open and then just call the police if a stranger comes in. Or tell the stranger to get out b/c its your room.

Mom, I love you.
I love you too coleman.
Mom, I really miss you.
I really miss you too.
One more thing Mom.  I will never ever forget you.
Thanks Coleman.  That makes my heart happy.

Journey to Kentucky.

June 25th arrived.  No matter what I did it still came.  Quicker than I wanted it to actually.  But then I realized the more quickly it arrived, the more quickly I could do this thing and come home.

Josh and I left Idaho Falls Friday morning and began our journey to Bowling Green, Kentucky where I am spending the next 5 weeks doing a clinical internship as part of my graduate studies.  I thought as soon as I got in the van I would burst into tears.  I feared I might cry the entire way, leaving my little kiddos behind. But guess what?  I didn't cry at all.  That's what happens when you're road tripping with your best friend and you can talk about whatever you want and you never get interrupted and you stop at every state welcome sign and act crazy and jam out to whatever music you want and the one on one time together is blissful.

                  Unfortunately Missouri's state sign was on an exit ramp in downtown kansas city and Kentucky's was in the median 

just prior to a bridge...so no photo opp there....didn't they know I needed a pic for my kids??

We drove 16 hours our first day.  We pulled into Selina, KS around midnight and crashed in a hotel there.  We hit the road the next morning around 8 and drove 10  more hours to Bowling Green, Kentucky.  11 hours with stops. But man of man, they were good stops that day.  Panera for lunch just outside St. Louis, MO and Chick-fil-a for dinner in Owensboro, KY.  Since Josh and I both live to eat, we were in heaven.

Our trip took us 1792 miles, across 6 states (not counting Idaho), and took 27 hours (25 driving, 2 for fuel and food stops).

Josh helped me get into a nice hotel (had to make a change from my original reservation), find campus, the clinic, the church, shopping, theaters, and good food. We ate dinner out together and saw a movie.  I was sure enjoying all of our time together.  Secretly wishing he could just stay with me the entire time.

       remember KY was an original confederate state....lots of historical stuff... as well as some old buildings on campus that I love

Monday morning rolled around and I took Josh to Nashville (1 hour drive) so he could catch a flight back home.  I then began my week at the clinic where I'll be spending the next month.

But guess what?  It's not that bad.  I don't cry every night.  I've met some super nice girls. I'm learning a lot.  I have an amazing facility to work in.  Great professors and supervising SLP's.

Of course I miss Josh and my kids like crazy.  But I am handling it better than I anticipated.  Luckily I am super busy so time is rolling by pretty quickly.  I am thankful every day for great friends, a super mom, and most of all an amazing husband who are all helping take care of my family while I am away.  Y'all are the best.

Father's Day.

Long before we had children of our own. Years before we were even married, I watched Josh interact with children.  I watched his interactions with his younger siblings.  I watched him with kids at church and with the children of friends.  After we married it was his interactions with my little cousins that caught my eye. It was through these observations that I knew he would make the best father.  I loved how he played with them and loved them and how naturally these interactions came to him.  I'm sure these observations are in part what made me fall in love with him.  Because I wanted nothing more than to have a family, I knew I needed a guy who felt the same way.  Yes, we talked about these things, but because of his actions,  I had no doubt that he meant it when he said he too wanted a family more than anything else in the world.

It's now been nearly 17 years since my initial observations.  Much has happened in that time.  But nothing has been greater or brought me more joy than to raise children with Josh.  Fathering comes naturally to him.  It is clearly something he was made to do and  I never tire of watching him in action.  The way he naturally cradles a newborn.  The way he gets down on the floor and plays.  The time he willingly gives. The work ethic he instills.  The way he teaches and leads. I am so happy and feel so blessed to share the great role of parenting with him.  And my children are the luckiest children in the world to have him for their dad.

Father's Day 2010